I heard the call of the wild… I listened to the freedom that echoed within that call.
This is my story of a personal revolution… a rebellion.
I was born into a cult religion; quite the opposite from my desire of ‘free to be me’.
From an early age, I knew something that was not quite right about my life.
I was given strict codes to live by, so that I could preserve my ability to achieve everlasting life and not be tainted by the world around me and to be accepted fully by the organisation – I had to be a good girl.
My curiosity was suppressed. My autonomy was taken from me. My body was not my own. I was a lesser being, as a woman. I had to hide who I was. I was isolated from the deep wisdom of my body, mind and soul.
I was taught to abandon myself.
When I reached the age of 18, when my wild gifts started to emerge, I was deemed to be ‘too wild’. Too independent.
Yet, even at that tender age, I knew there was another calling for me, and I made the decision to leave the cult; much to my parents’ disapproval.
I left everything that was familiar to me and everyone that was close to me, to embark on my journey to living a wilder, more authentic life.
I chose freedom, the freedom to be me.
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One of my favourite stories is the Story of La Loba, Wolf Woman, by Clarisa Pinkola Estes.
A story of awakening to the magic of our own medicine.
La Loba is an old woman whose sole work is the collection of bones. She collects and preserves especially that which is in danger of being lost to the world. Her cave is filled with bones of all manner of creatures, but her speciality is wolves. Once she has assembled an entire skeleton, she sits by the fire and thinks about what song she will sing. When she is sure, she stands over the bones and sings the bones to life, until the creature begins to breathe. And still La Loba sings, until the creature leaps up and runs down the canyon, becoming a laughing woman who runs free.
And so, with this inspiration I collected the lost parts of myself and began singing my bones back to life… and awakening to the magic of my own medicine.
Liberation
Singing my bones back to life...
It took an enormous amount of sheer will power to debrief out of 18 years of patriarchal religious conditioning that devalued me not only as a woman, but also as an intelligent human being.
Conditioning that took away my personal power and subjected me to a psychological pain that left me so conflicted with myself and the world around me.
Then as I started to emerge out of the cult, I started to see glimmers of hope which I hung onto for dear life, and the light got brighter as I started to set myself free from the entrapment of religious trauma.
Slowly but surely, I began to remember. I began finding those lost parts of myself and singing my bones back to life.
I struck out on my own, with no real allies or role models as I had been so isolated from the ‘real world’ growing up… but my inner wild guided me as I navigated uncharted territory.
I found people who became role models, who showed me the way, who empowered me. They shared their wisdom with me. They supported and guided me, even though at times I was afraid, my very being was hungry for liberation.
Rewilding
My Wild Exploration...
My name is Fionn, I was born in sunny South Africa to Scottish parents and I found my way back to my ancestral home in 2009 and currently live in the magical city of Edinburgh.
My name means Wild in a very small part of the Republic of Ireland and my Shamanic teacher once told me it meant Powerful Goddess; I claimed that – I claim it all.
With my newfound empowered narrative, I began to create the life I had always envisioned for myself. One that was filled with freedom, love, and dancing with the flow of life.
My path has led me to explore energy work, feminine cyclical wisdom, sacred sexuality, archetypal wisdom, shamanic and goddess traditions, breathwork, womb healing, somatic healing, movement medicine, death and dying, and plant medicines.
Through this journey the Goddess has been by my side, leading me for as long as I can remember and as I leaned more deeply into Her teachings, my heart opened more and more to return to the inner flame of truth within and the wisdom of my body.
My calling is to serve other wild-hearted souls on this path.
I am many things and cannot be defined by a label and my soul purpose is to serve…. I am passionate about honouring the sacred raw and wild within and returning you to your deepest most vital wisdom of the body, mind and soul.
As your guide in your journey to wholeness, I can support you in singing your bones back to life… I will take you on a voyage into the Temple of Your Body; to discover the magic of who you truly are, and that joy and abundance is your birthright with the following modalities:
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Breathwork
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Shamanic Reiki Drum
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Shamanic Retrievals
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1:1 Bespoke Sessions
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Reiki healing and training
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Goddess Oracle Transmissions
I provide a loving, safe and inspiring space for deep personal transformational work, with a range of shamanic and somatic healing therapies to guide you back to the truth of who you are, your wisdom and your joy for life.
I know what it is like to create change and anchor it in and I will be that guide for you.
If you're hearing the wild call of your soul to do this deep work, I’d be honoured to support you on your path.
My Calling
Things I've learned along the way
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I am my own authority, and I am free to choose how to live my life and still be loved.
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My body is my own and it is sacred. It is sensual and that is to be honoured.
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Because I am different, there is nothing wrong with me.
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I am free to feel all of my emotions, fully and deeply.
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I can make choices based on what is right for me.
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I can ask for what I want.
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I have my own deep source of wisdom and knowing.
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I can say no and not have my boundaries violated.
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Training
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Shamanic Extractions, Lendrick Lodge, Scotland
Shamanic Graduation, Lendrick Lodge, Scotland
Shamanic Soul Retrieval, Lendrick Lodge, Scotland
Shamanic Death and Dying, Lendrick Lodge, Scotland
TRE Provider Training, TRE Scotland, Scotland
Level 1 Spiritus Breathwork, Tim Morrison, Australia
Priestess Oracle of the Goddess Graduation, Glastonbury
A Souls Journey Home (Death and Dying), Tranquil Paths, Ireland
Shamanic Reiki Drum, Fay Johnstone, Scotland
Reiki Teacher Training, Fay Johnstone, Scotland
Rebirthing Breathwork (Spiritdance and Holy Water), Lendrick Lodge, Scotland
Family Constellation Training, Vida Healing, Scotland
Oracle and Tarot Cards
Cacao Facilitation Training, Fire Tree Alchemy, Scotland
Shamanic Power Retrievals, Lendrick Lodge, Scotland
Life Coaching, Stonebridge Colleges
Reiki Master Training, Soraya, Scotland
Reiki 1 and 2 - Marissa Robson, South Africa